Bros before hoes is that it? Except you've been treating me like dirt for a long while now so... I'm sorry I couldn't keep up my cheerful perkiness. Even dogs stop being so omg adoring if you kick them enough. And you talk about me like I'm so freaking bad and the only one who's done mean or stupid stuff. Do I need to remind you about the time you decided I was a heinous bitch and didn't want anything to do with me because Momo was your bff and all you needed? FOR THE RECORD i HOLD NOTHING AGAINST MOMO FOR THIS. Seriously, she and I need to talk more if anything.

You do realize that perhaps Sunny and I have more to talk about than you? In fact you don't parcitularly come up at all as she doesn't like talking about you and I fully respect her reasoning. I've brought you up maybe twice in the last two weeks Twice. Because you know we spend all our time talking about you and calling you names after all. Yes, sarcasm, but I'm good with it so deal. I'm not going to explain it away as pms but more me finally saying what I've wanted to say but haven't because I had thought we were still kind of friends and I've been trying my hardest to be as nice as I could manage.

I've had enough of you and your subtle insults. I've had enough of how you feel you can slight me and everyone else but no one else can even say "Yeah? Well you are too" without you getting your feelings hurt over the matter. I'm tired of how every time I talk to you lately it feels like you are judging me. I'm just freaking tired of this relationship. I heard at my parents church once that sometimes if a relationship does more downdragging than uplifting it's time to let it go. Maybe they're right.

I've been holding on to this relationship so damn hard because I've known you for what, six or seven years now? Maybe some day after we've both matured some more we can reconnect but right now... I don't think I can continue to handle this.

Also the crack about my relationship was uncalled for. You can diss me all the hell you want and you're good at it, but what right do you think you have to pronounce from your sanctimonious soapbox that sort of hurtful garbage about my relationship with Sunny? When the hell did any god or goddess die and give you their spot?

Maybe Gwen is right. Maybe I am manipulative, deceitful, bitchy, and utterly self centered. I've kind of come to accept that. So maybe I'm not that good of a person but at least I've come to terms with that and accepted what I am.

P.S? If something happens and Sunny and I do break up. (Which I wouldn't blame her really I'm no prize and I certainly wouldn't want to date me if I was someone else) then I can promise I wouldn't be going to you to cry about it. Meg maybe, you? Not a chance.

Basically? As of that comment you left on my msn last night? I seriously think it might be best if you took your Danny Gokey ways and left. Is this the last we'll hear from each other? No probably not. Just like I'm sure Gokey will have an album out sooner or later I'm sure I'll be hearing more from you sometime.

I'm not changing my msn for a little while and since my wife paid for my account here my lj will not be moving as I'm not that much of an ungrateful wretch to do that sort of thing. So feel free to comment here or on msn when I'm back from dinner and unblock you so you can talk.>
Mia, Rei. This directly had nothing to do with you but I understand these things tend to snowball so if you have anything you want to say to me on the matter, please feel free too... I understand fully.
Lena, Mia, Rei, Sunny, Meg, and co should all read this. Anyone else feel free if your curious what I've been up to lately or just feel like being nosy.