I almost forgot that I wanted to talk about this, the last post is already huge, and frankly you guys are like the best people to turn to.

It's either you or go off topic on rpanoncomm and I'm kind of hoping that y'all have better advice than anon does.

Anyways, it's like this...

Hillary, my roommate if it hasn't been obvious by now, has been dropping hints for a while but I've kind of been brushing them off and ignoring them. Then friday morning happened.

So basically without being too long winded my roommate's fiancée more or less suggested that we should go on a date sometime and she's entirely okay with this idea.

This; however, weirds me out like no other. I mean, I understand open relationships, but from my understanding their relationship isn't anything of the sort. Not to mention I'm just... not attracted to the guy. He's not bad and totally someone that's easy to be friends with, but that's it. Not attracted to her either, just to have my bases covered.

The sad thing is that I'm tempted to go along with this despite having no real desire for such a relationship solely because it'd be nice to get out of the house more and he's great fun to talk with. (Hillary was joking about how we seem to have some bromance potential the other day.)

So, before I do something notoriously stupid again, I figured I'd come talk at all of you in hopes that maybe this time I won't gigantically screw my life up just because 1. I'm entirely too lonely, 2. I tend to jump into things for no reason, 3.... I don't have a three never mind, 4. profit?

So long story short... HALP PLZ I R LIFE DUMB AND DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DOOOOOO. ;A;